Why am I not further along in life?

“Whoever has the Son has life; whoever does not have God’s Son does not have life.” 1 John 5:12 NLT

Duh i already know this. Then why do I get frustrated of where I am in life. Why do I think of what I should've done.  I do not like the life I am living that I have made for myself.  I read and think, and read and think. Hits me, backwards again, sure I have the son, but I don't live His life because I'm failing at attempting to live it, instead I need keep in the word and see the life, the son has for me to live and let Him live it.

Challenge for me today: do my best to let Him live in me